Dual-Purpose Post

First, my response to blogging vs. journal/diaries:

I think the difference between diaries and blogs should be viewed similarly to the difference between feelings (diaries) and thoughts (blogs).

Thought - the content of cognition, carefully considered idea

Feelings - cognition itself, emotional responses

Diary's are like feelings. They're private and unexplainable. Feelings and deep writing happen when we least expect them. We’re not really sure why we experience certain emotional drives, how to write about them without some insecurity, how those feelings will be received by others and if you can piece a cohesive thought together to package it up for display. That’s why diaries are so crucial. They’re a place to store your random ideas and feelings into a safe place, free of judgment. We don’t display every feeling we have in the same way we don’t care to share everything that we feel and put it into writing. However, for the thoughts and feelings we can make sense of and wrap up neatly, we put them on display through…

Thoughts and blogs. If thoughts are carefully considered ideas, then blogs are the place to display the products of your working mind, but only if your careful thinking finds them acceptable for your desired audience. This does not imply thoughts and blogs can’t be bad or offensive. “Carefully considered” just means you’ve put enough consideration into it so that the people YOU care about aren’t offended. Referencing my last blog entry… even Hitler had a fan club. Carefully considered doesn’t always imply “widely accepted”. But this public display of yourself is “carefully considered” in a way that diaries are not. Unless you have an annoying sibling who won’t stop searching for your journal, you’re probably writing things in there you actively hope other people will never see. I know I do. Hell, I write things in there I don’t even want to see again! That’s how spontaneous and scary private writing and emotions can be.

But how can people differentiate what’s acceptable between the two, because let’s face it, feelings and thoughts (while clearly defined) are still just two ends of a spectrum that has a massive gray area in between. Thoughts make their way into diaries and feelings find their way into blogs. Many people don’t see feelings and thoughts as very different, so let me provide the x-factor I believe truly divides the two: time.

Diaries (feelings) are immediate, and therefore choppy and inconsistent. They’re too fast and unpredictable to be thrown into “careful consideration” so we throw them into our diaries instead, at the next most convenient time… for FUTURE viewing. Diaries are meant to be analyzed later, to find patterns in your thoughts processes. They exist for benefit in the future, unlike…

Blogs, which exist for the benefit of the PRESENT. Because this has nothing to do with one person, there is no time to waste in sharing your thoughts. If you wait long enough to go back to it, you’ll miss the topic at hand and be late in responding, therefore providing a nearly irrelevant response. If no one knows it exists, it might as well not.

You can go back to your diary whenever you want, so you write short, quick bursts of feelings that nobody can see. Your blog, though, requires immediate careful consideration because of the nature behind its immediate consumption by others. Your audience is your driving force and time is not on your side. The problem with this is that there are two different kinds of driving forces: desired and required. Desired would be the blogs you chose (ex: a movie blog, blog for cynics, writer blog… none of which I write on, though) and required would be the blogs you have assigned (ex: class, work). What’s the difference? Incentive.

If I cared what people thought of my thoughts, and wanted validation for my thoughts, I’d post on movie blogs and writing blogs. I know I will one day, when I don’t have a college full of friends distracting me and providing me already with the feedback I’d receive online. Once I graduate and have fewer forms of feedback, I’ll seek it on a properly selected blog. Because there is no incentive to blog now, I don’t. When I have nobody to talk to and need someone to respond, I’ll have incentive to blog.

Class and work are similar in the sense that they constantly have incentive (or should, if not at least through grades/paychecks). If a class or job has gone through the lengths of setting up a blog, there is probably a reason, and you’re probably required.

This blog is an interesting sort of fusion. For me, it is both required (class) and desired (of personal interest). Only because it has recently lost a bit of its formality, in the sense that we’ve abandoned certain forced writings on readings for less formal, writing-general responses. I like that we can talk about things that interest us personally, as long as it also pertains to the writing nature of the class. If this were a required class blog in a Biology class, I think I’d fail the course quickly. So, with the closing of my “required” blog entry on a class discussion topic, I will add something a little more personal.

Part Two of my Post: The Dream Begins

I’ve been reading about and analyzing the Box Office for over 10 years through a number of different online movie sites. It’s pretty much the one area of interest of mine that I’ve fully utilized the internet for. In my quest to become a writer and movie maker, I’ve become sort of a critic. Only until recently has that critic been limited to my internal thoughts. After staying up this past Thursday night to go see the midnight showing of “Friday the 13^th”, I decided to finally write a mini-review and submit it to one of the sites I check multiple times a day: BoxOfficeProphets.com. It’s not a blogging site, but considering it combines two of my favorite hobbies, movies and writing (through reviewing) , I felt it to be both personal and relevant to the class. I thought it would be a good way to get at least one facet of my voice published, even if on a less-credible than print-publication medium. In any case, I received an email Saturday afternoon from one of the webmasters saying he enjoyed my review and personal statement submissions and was glad to bring me on as a part of BOP (basically he only thing good to come out of Valentine’s Day). It’s not a full-time staff writer’s position, but I will be given occasional assignments that might be posted to the site to start. I’m pretty excited, so after the first assignment of mine that gets posted I will add the link here on the blog. My personal and writing-relevant contribution to the class, if you will. This is of course on top of some of the more “required” entries, but at least I’m also trying to find a way to introduce some more “desired” entries in a way that you might find class-relevant and appealing.